scream if you can't whisper

2006-07-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

do you guys remember when elizabeth and jack sparrow was stranded on the island and whilst drinking rum, they sang a song??? i found the lyrics to that... :) was kinda missing POTC:COTBP

Here goes:

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we're really a fright,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

We're rascals, scoundrels, villians, and knaves,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST HERE I COME!!!!!!!!! WAIT FOR ME JOHNNY & ORLANDO!!!!!!

2006-06-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

phew..school's in a new teaching system
all thanks to the f***ing director of design
sheesh
i hate block teaching
this means i have ta be in school till
9pm
as it is wat time will be ending
haizhaiz

this is wat i have been busy with
huda has been the one hearing me nagging about not enuff sleep all tt
this la.. huda see.. haha
of cos not jus a board.. boards i can do in a jiffy..
but the animation part that is killing me

lemme see if i can load my animation..
my animation crappy ah..
so
dont
laugh

but too bad i neber pass up the recent one i made.. got music.. sian.. duno with music got more marks or not..

lets see...
hmm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9sRVEdtsPg

can see?

2006-05-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

Sick.
Ultimate Sickness.
The last time I got you,
you were this close (approx. 4mm) to killing me
in China.
I hate this sick bastard
the most.

Food
Poisioning.

Satanic's minion.
Devil's Advocate.
The Spawn.

I nearly died in China,
the last time I
had you.

Sheesh...

I found Newton in the laundry the other day.
He loves sleeping there.
Talk about having a big O.

Cindy bought him a new shirt. I just sewed up his name. he hates wearing it. Argh shucks, should have took the pic of him wearing it. anyhow.. gtg now.. still farking sick with this farking bastard. bb

2006-05-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

today is boring
boring
boring
boring

watch MI:3 with kady
find Tom Cruise seriously
tugging the line
too hard
when he tries to act
emotional
but THANK GOD,
Jonathan Rhys Meyer
super cute.

MI:3 now sucks..
dissapointed now,
and Newton got
beer belly,
with nipples.

a pic of the family.

me and fadz.
my face can slap ah.
cos i am really not feeling
tt great anyway.

me and fadz again.
yep

amin did this to my hair 2 weeks ago.
using the hot hair curler
cool huh.
love it!!
but just bout
10min or
less
it became
straight again..
sheesh

2006-05-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

back to school!!! YAY!!!

I missed my friends!!! 2nd week of school, and it keeps on going. This stupid derby thing just kills me love for papier mache. I had to do this big ART ATTACK thing hahaha. Miss my friends. Been laughing all 2 weeks since i met them. Smiles and laughter are the best medicine to cure weak hearts, brings oxygen into ya body and brain.

Shida Oh Shida, miss you lotsa. Hahahaha. I can easily just walk over to your house from TP. Heh heh. Miss ya!!!

These few days, Newton been a pain in the ass. Been's meowing in the wee hours of the morning. Can't sleep if can't farking shut up. NO offence la.. but people got life you know, chap. You just eat sleep can already. Ha. I can tell he is really bored. He needs new entertainment. Recently he got interested in jumping spiders.. ya.. my house got alot of spideys..

Soap Box derby such a pain in the ass. HAHAHAHA! FAdz, nailing it man!! Woo hoo. Our soap box is like a cross between a batmobile and a really big shoe.... and you know what big shoes mean right... hahahahaha. L.A.M.E.

School Oh school. Miss ya. Will be a heart break to leave ya. I hate work. I missed my teh-peng so badly.

My new love amongst celebrities males is : Jonathan Rhys Meyers.

Isn't he the hottest? I can't stand guys with long hair ah.... no offence fadz. But JRM is HOT!! WeeEeeWee. hahahahah I like him alot in the past, becoz of his periods shows, often shown on art centrals late late at night... he so cute la..

ok now.. first blog for school. Woohoo. With JRM in mind, I bid ya farewell.... for now.

2006-04-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

I am so bored!!

I dl loads of stuff today to my new comp.. got the ALIAS MAYA version... but then concept differs from the Windows kinda.. so having much difficulty plotting the lines and all that with a one-click mouse!!! Argh.... wtf.. So i am going to school tomorrow.. (or issit today?) to do my laptop bags rendition.. shit man

out of my 10 sketches.. 6 got selected.. with only 2 females versions.. and 4 males.. 6 woah... its alot to do.. I thought they might just use like 2-3 choices.. but 6.. it is kinda flattering that they chose 6.. but then again.. i had to do everything in 6s.. argh.. gosh...

i will put up 4 pieces of my bags here.. the other 2 duno where it went (the pic i mean)

sorry if its too big to view.. i haven't dl my adobe photoshop thing yet.. so i can't resize..

2006-03-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

hello!!!

so long no blog.. woohoo.. lazy la... everyday do the same thing.. got what to say. I bought a new desktop.. okay.. not i buy one la.. but i got contribute okay.. with my pay.. so happy.. Huda and Ling saw it already... hahaha...So happi with the new comp.. but now quite lame la.. the comp.. cos got not Microsoft office (Its not windows *hint hint*.. ahah... L.A.M.E.).. have to wait for Cin to go borrow from her friend. Now can only take photos.. chat MSN... put in songs... listen to songs.. stupid la.. no microsoft.. no adobe..

I also got a new kitty. For all those who duno... with its a ginger kitty called Newton.. haha.. don't ask me how i get to that name.

Work's been okay.. not too fun.. not too boring.. Vega said maybe on the 6-7 April I and Vanessa might got to J.B. for an exhibition visit. *fingers cross* hope we get to go.. HAHAHA. Shopping mah.. So sian you know.. Suntec here so many sales.. cannot buy.. because nobody to spend money with. HAha..

Vanessa really shock me sia.. Her figure like that.. she eats alot.. maybe she one day eat one time.. dunno la.. haha.. maybe she's a exercise addict.. not sure.. But she damn eat alot lor.. haha.. got lunch buddy....

Quite fun with her... i think since we are together the same company... surely must talk one mah.. talk lor.. she quite funny.. always wanna act serious.. which is very disturbing 'cos i everytime fall for tt trick.. :P haha... I should not fall for it!!

ok gotta go.. sian sian.. byebye!!!!

2006-03-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

hey there bloggi,

today I did something harsh.. something that might offend someone i know.. we are not real close but still... something that can tamper our friendship. Although i am sorry about the harsh indecisive action.. i stand what I did, for I am willing to take the blow.. I tot and I tot somemore.. at first I am for it.. then against it.. and now.. for it.. for sure..

i guess Leo's are very impulsive people.. for she may have also unknowingly dish out that message.. one things for sure... no leos' will back down.. until one party is down..

did i read it wrong? did she meant well..? how to take it back? these were the thoughts I thought of.. hmm.. I can't take it back now.. for its there for everyone to see (unfortunately).. it was all i thought of when i woke up this very morning. Prehaps its the morning grumpy bear that got me going all the way..

anywho.. I'm apologise for tt very gesture.. but I stand for wat I said..

link of something I took (test).. on my inkblot test.. u guys should try it.. its just a pic..
http://photobucket.com/albums/a318/murli/?action=view&current=inky.jpg

2006-03-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

*hugs blog* I'm bored, Bloggi, 9-6 job aint my cuppa. Already this week, I have finish my research stuff. Primary stuff. Secondary Stuff. Now just waiting for the surveys to be done. Mindmap done. Matrix board done. Market SRP research done. All done. ALL FUCKING DONE.

Now I am doodling on me layouti. Sheesh. Vanessa's beside me, and we both got nothing to do. She's dying. I'm dying. So much research is done, to the fact that surfing the net gives me the jitters now. I got nothing to do now.

The VSC guy Joel got work I think. He along wit Van and me join Belkin to do work. At least he got his candies to keep him company. I got Mr. Mentos beside me now. But I feel so sick. Not eating you yet.

Just yesterday, I throw up twice. Taking bus 133 to bugis st, on my way to simlim square, and along the way, it drove thru Esplanade. Got down real quick, made it in time for the toilet in esplanade. Threw up. People might think I'm bulimic. Wateva. Got on 133 again... got down at bugis st, rush to the mac. Could not throw up, cos its damn smelly. So I slowly walk to simlim.. Threw up there. Toilet much much much cleaner. Got home.. feeling all after-vomit feeling. I guess its windy in me tummy.

Today dont feel all that well.. did my work real real real slow.. but still manage to finish at 3. Shit. I am so fucking tired of sitting here. Mentally and creatively drained. Dead. *Beeeeeeeeeeeeeep* (one line---- sound of my heart beat)

Argh.....

2006-02-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

here's a recent pic of Pebbles. My hammie. Very fat now.... or is it fur? Although i like feed her once a week.. (maybe the share was alot).. sometimes i forgot to feed her, so she resort to biting the railing. sorry la.. she likes to sleep ALOT. And she only wakes up when she is eating/wanna eat/hungry. sometimes you call her to wake up, takes quite awhile for her to ACTUALLY wake up. So typical for hamsters. she sleeps funny. tummy faces up to heaven.

it was tough to get peb's pic.. she moves about alot. and hates my camera. whatever.

Dont mind the picture of my dad in the background. lucky for my nifty fingers, i manage to block off as much of Pop's awkward positioning of the body. (he's lying down on the sofa watchy tele)

2006-02-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

for those who duno how my lamppy and tappy looks like... here it is.. only the lamp works..

2006-02-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hello BLOG!!! *HUGS*

School ended on friday!! Yippee!! My Tap and Lamp were pretty plain-jane alrighty. Helen, Tommy and Dennis did not really crit my stuff to the ultimate bad(iness). Dennis super lame ok. I put the picture of a girl.. then he say "what the girl smirking at ah? hahaha" then everyone in the class laugh. He was pretty funny that day. Luckily Eric wasnt there.

Fadz presented her lamp and tap in the other room, the room where there were Terence, Gerald, and Benny (gasp). It was like hell there, dark, creepy and the karma over there was so bad. Fadz got thrashed big time. That's why she cried later. Aww. Don't take it too hard girl.

Di did not come to school to present. He had resorted to taking resupp to do his lamp n tap. Haiz. First time see him like tt. Haha. If you are reading this, uhm.......... have fun?? Shida also. Raudhah also. Shida ah... Call me to help her. But in the end never come. If you are reading this, Shida ah.. pls.. be a good girl. Everyone is as stressful as you are, or even more stressed up. Pls dont take this as a reason to do badly. You're my friend, I'm suppose to help you, but how can I help you, if you keep thinkin there is only you (being stress up) in the world?

So tired. Yesterday slept very long, till I had this pounding headache. Its like this every semester. After a major project is done, school holiday starts, everything seems to be so much free. But all those mugging and staying up to do projects, had left me with a sense of nothing-ness. Like short of something to do. Hmm, had I got used to projects already??

Mew. Love them lotsa. Never came about to them, until MTV played their song. Lame right? Me... I wish I had known them better, and earlier. Anywho. I find Jonas Bjerre so cute!! Hahahaha. (capital L.A.M.E.)

Mew has a official website. And they write journals in it too. Jonas' the one who keeps writing. So cute, the way he writes. Occured to me as being those blur blur people.

For those who duno bout them, they sing, draw comics (when they were small, they drew a comic strip called FRENGERS) and also make movies. Some of the cartoons they draw are usually flashed back on the background, when they play live. And those morbid cartoons are nightmares of what Jonas have. He has lotsa.

Well, the website also had this join-in thing. Called the Evil Office Clerks. Well I wanna join. Should I? Well I did. Just a few minutes ago, when I was writing this. Aiya. Heck la. Now that I think about it.

isnt' he the cutest (of the group?) hahaha

group picture

2006-02-13T10:45:00.000+08:00

It was my ah ma's birthday's .. 88yr old.. so old ah

http://69.56.133.239/Draco/Draco/nettisivut(Kouluprojekti/03.%20Snow%20Brigade.mp3

2006-01-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Time for new year celebration. Went to chinatown yesterday to get some stuff.. at the same time caught some stuff...

Today I did lots of project.. tough.. sian.. haiz.. anyway.. i found 2 project superstar filming some show in my school.. so zhor teng.. extra sia..

Wei Liang.. the blind super star..

my friend say her name call silver.. duno who la.. but look familiar..

I heard from ling wei she saw the other super star people filming in Tp.. on the previous day.. duno when.. lucky i saw this.. if not i missed my chance.. so extra sia.. hahaha.. the film outside the class i hate most... hahaha

I saw this birdy before i was going to school.. it was on the ground.. i was bout 5 cm away from stepping from it.. so sad sia.. it wasnt flying.. i try shooing away.. cos my house there got alot of cats.. but it was not flying away.. instead it was kinda bouncing here and there.. its a baby bird.. so cute.. but i on my way to school.. i can't do much.. SO SAD.. i scared some cat ate it.. when i came back, it was not there..

2006-01-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

homework to be done by next week , by chronological order:

TUESDAY: Consumer Lifestyle Research (focus group) 6 slides presentation... Monday come school collect research from En Qi and do presentation
WEDNESDAY: Consultation with Desmond for Communication Design Arguements... Report draft, problem statement, powerpoint slides on Economy Class Syndrome
THURSDAY: Introduction to Visual Merchandising homework... take photographs on people in the stated fashion sense
FRIDAY: Project 2 finalise drawing, rendered, cross sectional drawing, internal-components drawing

its killing me softly...

2006-01-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Chinese New Year coming
Franz Ferdinand's concert too
Which means one thing,
CNY $$= FF concert

but i can't go!!
I think.
Right the next day of the
FF's concert,
will be my final
presentation

aww..man

what a pissoff.

Anyway, I think
its time i
set up a CNY list:

the $75++ Vans shoe I keep seeing when i walk pass it
a new bag, hopefully. Cos the bags I have now seemingly are too big, too small, or are typically R.I.P. apart
the CROCS shoe... MUST HAVE IT!!!!!!!
keep the rest of me money

2006-01-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

yesternight.
I watched "gone in sixty seconds".
Finally. I caught it.
There were so many times
I wanted to watch.
But I always missed it.
The reason I wanna
catch it,
is because of
Eleanor.

"I'm a huge
Mustang lover.
In case you
don't know about that,
about me."

Sweet Eleanor.
Wish I could have you.
Wish I HAD the money to own you.
1967.
Shelby Ford Mustang.
GT 500.
sweet.
Like what Memphis said,
a unicorn.

Fell in love with reknown
Eleanor,
when it appeared on RIDES,
discovery channel.
They made one epi,
tribute to her.
It showed her being born,
and also her sister,
Spyder.

Aw.. man.
I want one.

2006-01-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

The above pictures are what I did for my last Into.Visual Merchandising Class. GOsh. Looks ugly. Have to pass it up this thursday. All 3 are different styles. Its an accessories display.

I duno why. Now blogging ain't my thing now. Too lazy. Too tired to blog. To busy. Haiz.

I bought one t-shirt for CNY. It got the words QUEEN on it. So nice. Plus I bought a crown-necklas. Finally. I found one i really like. The crown i mean. Others that I seem are too small and bulgy. This is bigger and flat. Yup Pretty pretty.

Shida's birthday coming. Jan16. What should i get her? heehee.

2005-12-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

Christmas.. the time where everyone thinks Jesus was born on this very day. Well, technically, Jesus was born in April (if i am not wrong), for the 3 wise men were on a long journey in search of Jesus. Well, that journey is indeed long, for when they reached Jesus, He's probably bout 8 months old, baby. Ok, not to spoil the mood, MERRY CHRISTMAS world, for its this very day where JESUS was born.

Well, turns out my gift of THE year, is to paint Cin's room. *monotonus* Woo. Hoo. Well, considering the many years she has been paying for every need i wanted. Oh ya, she finally got me the ADIDAS watchy!! YAY!! On sale leh, $60 bucks. Haha. Haiz. I really really really need a Lappie. Preferably Apple Power book. Please. Santa. Are u listening? If you don't, let me know, I know where your home is.......

Spent Christmas at Wendy's. Got a softy toy from them. Jeez. Ok la, since its what Matthew chosen. Ate turkey. Not bad, for a first time cook.

Watched King Kong on Christmas Eve. Cried when King Kong got captured/killed. Haiz. So sad. Reminds me very much of animal cruelty. Those poachers. Those evil minions of Satan. Evil childs of spawn from the merciless Devil monster that rules and survive on the deeds of the deadlies, breathing on the breath of death, growing on the fears of humanity, smirking as innocents dies.

Oh ya, do you know Peter Jackson lost 32kg in 10 months. Jeez. Surviving on Muesli and yoghurt. I hope I can do that, but I hate Muesli.

I'm scared I will fail P2. P2 Part 1 was such a horrendous failure. The stress and the damn tension could cut through Mount Everest. I wanna die now. Haiz.

2005-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

I like Lindsay Lohan's new song, "Confession of as broken heart"... I think she is better then H.D. Prettier too. although H.D. more innocent... but still...

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/player.jhtml?vid=66471&launchedFrom=music

2005-12-12T17:48:00.000+08:00

Yay. Finally got my pictures on. Unfortunately, the frame fall off right the next day.Bummer. I hope we get to "repair" it before marking day.

..... ya right...

The front view. Its like 58cm by 50 cm. Glass window. Smallish one la.. The shoe belongs to Fadz. Haha. Gonna stinko the whole semester.

The most expensive project I did. About $25 from each of us.

2005-12-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

Alieya sent some pictures where I had class at. It was Intro to Visual Merchandising, and Kristine held this one lesson at Scotts Road. So boring. So hot. I was sweating piggish. Haiz.

I like Kiehl's display. So simplicit. Yet so special. Kudos to them.

2005-12-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out"
A joke of a romantic" or stuck to my tongue
Weighed down with words too over-dramatic
Tonight it's "it can't get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

You always fold just before you're found out
Drink up its last cal
lLast resort
But only the first mistake and I...

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress, love

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Dance,Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance

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Today decided to "pon" school, as how Mei Xian said it. Too tired. This week been hectic. I think I should go out today to "pamper aka de-stress" myself, withsomething i guess... I think i call up K to see if she is free.

2005-12-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hello blog.

Been a long time. some stuff i wish to mention before i clearly clean out of my head.

SIP. YAY!! i got the damn job. Competition was tough. There was Angel, Ferderick's Vanessa, and Emily Yu. Went for the interview at BELKIN (www.belkin.com), interviewd by 2 people, and finally got the job. With Vanessa. They needed 2 people. Woohoo. Relief. Di still can ask what made them choose me... -_-''' like i can't get like that. I was literally jumping for joy when Khee Huat told me and Angel. Feel so bad, when Angel was not called. Keke.

Today was the installation of my Visual Merchandising window display. YAY! its so pretty. Gonna stay in the display for the whole semester. Hope Alieyah send me the photos. Did the installations with Fadzlin.

Tomorrow I don't think i am going to school. Been not sleeping enough. Falling in and out of sleep during lessons. Cos been rushing my projects. Haiz. Plus, oout of my 35 sketches, I only drew very roughly 17 sketches only. Sure die, if Helen see.

Decided to change blog, cos there were some stuff seriously wrong on my blog. I think it was the cbox fault.